justification

What can I do to make you forgive me?
It wasn’t supposed to end like this.
I know I have said I’m sorry,
And that it doesn’t mean a thing.
Nothing I can do now.
Hurting you is something I have to live with every day.
Why does it have to be so complicated?
I don’t like how my mind thinks.
I can’t help it.
Sorry.
I’m leaving you with sorry.
Hoping that is good enough.